Hello OldPilot, It looks like you've got things well in hand and focused on yourself. You've also got an awful lot on your plate, and I feel for you. What doesn't kill us will make us stronger, that's for sure.
And we don't know how much strength we really do have until it starts getting piled on thicker and thicker..as God never puts anymore on us than we can bear at any given time. He knows our strength even better than we do; as I've found out many times.
The "why me" questions are usually never answered..and so we seem to have no other choice than to secure the tools we need for the job at hand. If we had answers to all our questions, we'd still have troubles understanding; as I well know..so got to let go of what we don't know or understand, and trust the rest to Him that does know it all. And in time, things become clear as hindsight is truly 20/20.
Hang in there, I'll be talking to you again.
Remember, as each person is different, every MLC/Transition is different..what works for one may not work for another. Most of the time it is trial and error for ALL involved.
