Forward, from what I can tell from reading, you're actually doing quite well. Still having a few bad days, but those are not as much as they were; and you're reaching a point in your life that no matter what happens you'll be fine. That's not an easy place to get to for anyone.
Time does heal all things; and you'll continue to gain a different and much better perspective as time goes on.
No one asks for their life to be torn apart, but it's not what happens, it's how you deal with it that matters the most. And strength usually comes from a place you never knew you had until you desperately need it.
Take care.
Remember, as each person is different, every MLC/Transition is different..what works for one may not work for another. Most of the time it is trial and error for ALL involved.
