Ring On or Ring Off????

[ddstartingover]

OK - no (movie) date tonight. Had the girls until 7---and it's just too cold for me to get out.....when it's comfortable being in. Had my glass of wine though, and will be ready for bed soon (way too early).

I made my first appt. with L for March 2. I decided I would just wait until I could get in late in the day on a day that H has the kids. Don't think I need to do it on a day that would interupt my time with the kids.

H sent me e-mail at work regarding D13's most recent grades (e-mail progress report from school today). I responded with a (probably too) lengthy explanation of how I felt about her grades----essentially that I'm tired of worrying about them more than she does. No response. As expected. Not spending any time thinking about it.

You know, as I keep reading-----REALLY reading, I think I'm finally beginning to understand what THIS is all about. I've wasted a lot of time not working on me----treading water, waiting for H to return. I got NOTHING done at work today----spent most of the day reading here. I think I finally understand-----THIS was inevitable for me. I need to find out who I am and what makes me happy.