You're moving forward, and that is ALL that matters, Viki.
It's not a cliche when you actually feel what you're saying.
And the times of backslide will grow farther and farther apart until you totally heal of the pain you endured.
I'm rooting for you 100 percent; This too, shall pass.
Remember, as each person is different, every MLC/Transition is different..what works for one may not work for another. Most of the time it is trial and error for ALL involved.
