I'm trying to find reasons to choose to love her. The fights we still have, the misunderstandings, and the differing points of view seem to be keeping me away from deciding to.
The only thing I wonder is that when I first married, I wanted very badly to love her. I couldn't. I felt almost embarrased that I had married her for various reasons. Our differences aren't the biggest in the world, but they seem to hit deep dividing fissures.
By choosing it, then acting it, did feelings of love return, or did new ones get made? Was it enough to turn his feelings around, too?
