So Valentine's Day wasn't as bad as I expected. Made it a "me" day and did stuff to cheer myself up. Halfway through today though you get that "UGHH!! How much longer do I just wait?" It's driving me crazy and I'm soooo tired of just waiting for something that may never occur!"
Have to make it a point to distract myself and not think about it but definitely need a deadline on the calendar to shoot for. If I don't hear by then, off to the lawyers to at least file some paper of some sort. Can't do this indefinitely and I can feel my thoughts changing from I miss him.. to just sign over the house (since I have been paying all the bills myself since July) and get out of my life.
