HeartsBlessing, this is freaky seeing your name here because I haven't looked at this site in several years, but clicked on it on a whim today to try to cheer myself up and there was your name! You were such a great help back in 2002-2004 or so for me, along with lizbeth, sparky and summer.
I don't have anything brilliant to say, other than thanks again for helping me during such a painful and difficult time and how bizarre to see your name when I haven't been here for so long!
I am much better now, but can hardly believe it's been since 2002 that I originally signed up.
Apparently, I didn't follow the DB rules closely enough because I am divorced, my ex married the other woman and they are still together.
Now and then I look at the photos he posts online of their lavish vacations and home renovations. I looked today and was shocked at how fat and gray he's become--haven't seen him in person in a few years. Seeing the photos sent me here for a kick in the butt. Not that it really does much good. I already believe he's still in his MLC and running away from real life and medicating himself by showing off and spending money and blah, blah, blah. I am still without him and still questioning "what if..."
But, I have a job, a new house, friends and family (and a therapist who says I am one of the most forgiving people she's ever come across) and I still miss my ex every day.
