Insecure I can handle to some level. It is the actions. 1/2 way through the movie, she's telling me how she thinks we can really work out almost any issue. She even gave some examples of how she wants to be happy with me. Then, bang! Skip Retrouvialle (she suggested I ask for a refund), told me that she'll move out with the kids, and more.
That's just crazy! Her IC starts on Wednesday. I was supposed to have mine on the same day, but I'm moving/cancelling so that she'll have no problem going.
Today, I told her I thought it was rough that we were getting close, and then she said get lost. An hour ago, we took the kids to the park (tobogganing) and she brought it up. Said she can't live in fear of an eventual rejection that will happen one of these years or days.
I wish I could say that my love will last forever, but being here, I know it can't last without work. Right now, I'm just trying to move from "I love you as a person" to "I love you and need you as my wife". Instead of helping, it's like a minefield~
