Yesterday I was feeling optimistic about our situation and was starting to think moving back home was a good idea. Now, I am not so sure.
Things have been pretty good between us for the last week or so. She spent the night at my place a couple times during the week. On Saturday we went to the movies, spent the day together, and had dinner out. I spent the night at her place Saturday night (she asked me to stay). We were intimate a couple of times - prior to this past week, this hasn't happened in a long long time.
On Sunday morning we talked about our financial situation and the possibility of me moving back home. She did not object - she mentioned possibly dumping our old apartment and coming to stay with me instead (because its less expensive).
This morning, she stopped over for a visit and her mood was very low (she had come from her counseling session and is usually depressed afterwards -- sometimes for a day or two). She told me that she had talked to her lawyer about a few things (paper work for splitting the 401K, selling the land that we own, etc.).
So, it appears that she is still proceeding with the divorce. I suspected this was the case, but didn't know for sure as I have been trying to avoid discussing the relationship. And, since we have been enjoying our time together recently, I was hoping things were about to change.
Now I am not sure what I should do. If she is planning on leaving soon, moving home isn't that appealing to me. It seems that she only wants me home because she feels guilty about the extra expense of my apartment.
