nikblondiew,
You are so right, it is hard to keep those emotions under control. I guess that is why they call it a rollercoaster ride. All those different emotions really mess with GAL. One minute I'm determined to not contact H at all, and then the next I start trying to thing of reasons to contact him. I am getting better at not contacting, however I still want to (-:


Together 16 years
Married 12 years
Me 36
H 34
D9 & S6
Separated 12/3/09
Confirmed A 1/25/10
Exposed A 1/26/10
H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10