Did you go off your meds with or without consulting you mental care professional?
I was bad and each time I went off, I went off on my own without consulting my Doc...
I would hit the bottom, go see my Doc, take my meds, hate my meds because I would gain weight or lose weight, a really high sex drive, no sex drive, emotionally trapped zombie moving through life yet not "feeling" anything, then I would feel much better, go off my meds, moods would be all over the map, mania would kick in and you know that is what every bipolar person is aiming for, then I would crash and burn and the horrific cycle would start all over again...
I did this for 20 years before I actually accepted that this would always be a part of me and I could start to live with it or continue to go against it...
I choose to live with it.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
