My story, what to do next.

[digger22]

W wrote my mom (they don't get along well) an email this weekend. In it she wrote how our relationship had just become a battle and that she never meant for it to get to this. She said that she loves me and always will and always will love my family. She said the 6 best times of her life when she told me she was pregnant and when she had the kids (she remembers the look on my face every time). She acknowledged that I was a great father. She said that once she had the kids, they took priority as well as her job and our relationship took a backseat and eventually drifted apart.

For V day I helped the kids make a nice card for her with pictures and a poem.( 180 for me) She text and said it was the most beautiful card she had ever seen and thanked me for it. I text back saying the kids worked very hard on it. S7 said that mom loves her card and said she is keeping it forever.

Anyway, I am still very detached and feel good about myself. My thoughts for my W have definitely changed in the past couple of weeks and I really no longer know if that she is what I want. In order for this to ever work, an enormous amount of change would have to take place.