Hey gyps, we all go through these stretches, whether we lost a pet or a family member or have had a marriage dissolve. That is LIFE...ok maybe this DB part shouldn't be. The fact of the matter is we have been dealt these cards and WE need to try to minimize these moments not dwell on them too long. Perhaps that is what unites us all here....we dwell....some of us longer than others.....perhaps we grow accustomed to being the victim. It feels comforting at times to dwell but if we take the time to reflect on the positives in our life instead of dwelling on the past, usually it is enough to "snap out of it". I have never met you in person and therefore do not know what you look like physically. I do know a little about Gyps and who she is inside. I like it...I like it alot. Gyps, do not let one person's decision (however screwed up or even correct it is) define who you are. Gyps is worth MUCH more than what one person thinks of her. You may not believe this right now but there will be someone in your future who will find everything you do or say or the way you look absolutelly wonderful.....you will probably not find that person watching the olympics in your living room however. :-)