VALENTINES DAY COMING!!

[cesco]

I would love to have Sandi chim in..Get a womens percpective as to the way my W is responding.

I am more confused then ever.
Friday night, I busted everything wide open.. Basically told her its not me who wants this that it is her.
Saturday was a blurr.. Not much communication but civil towards each other.
Sunday, Valentines day. She came said good morning with a gentle kiss on the cheek. Not much more communication after that untill dinner. We were busy with both boys and hockey all day.
While preparing dinner, we spoke about our situation. Was tough. She told me that she went out to see a couple places.
Got a bit emmotional at times for both. I told her that I am very sad about the sitch and that if it were any other time I would just go there and hug her. Well, I broke.. I did and there was no rejection. Wasnt the warmest hug but I even got a kiss on the cheek..
Of course after that she still believes its for the better that we go our separate ways.. WTF...
I am pretty confident that the EA is not going on.. She flat out told me that if I wanted to contact him by all means go ahead.. I was taken back by that. DIdnt know what to answer.
I am condused because what do I do... really.. Signals are everywhere but the answer shekeeps telling me is she wants to be alone..

HELP