I called and it goes straight to voicemail. I am so very hurt and I know, it hurts because I have not set boundaries. I am trying to stick to all the GAL, but this is the hardest thing I have had to do, because I talk, I want to hear his voice. [/highlight] He is leaving for Afghanistan in 2 1/2 months [/highlight]. He left the house 7 weeks ago and I fear that he will deploy without any attempt to find solutions or to see if we can be a couple again.
I am scared that if we don't have any contact, how will he be able to observe the changes I am making? We don't have kids so there is no real interaction required.
I feel liking crying. I am. Me holding out for hope seems pointless. I love and miss him terribly.
What do I do?
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
