feel like giving up - talk to me!

[S.T. _I Made It!]

so, your H didn't get you a card, but that was that morning. who knows if he was planning to give you a card or not, but you didn't give him a reason to from the beginning of the day IMHO. I feel this was more self prophecy. you pretty much expected nothing good from him and that's what you got. although your not suppose to EXPECT anything, but your attitude was, you expected crap from him and your attitude reflected that.

It was okay for you to say no about breakfast, but I can tell how your body language and your tone is. your not showing him your enjoying your life and moving on with or without him.

IMHO, this is not a path to reconciliation. Do you truly want to reconcile? or do you want to just stay the same and have H begging to come back and admitting it was all his fault? while that would sound like the better option, and easier option, it won't happen.