The tunnel of darkness

[kjensen]

Thanks for all the input ladies!
Took the girls to see Valentine's Day today and did get a bit weepy-but it was cute.

Hung out at home with the girls,did some cleaning and organizing for my new life with less time at home and more commuting as of tomorrow.. made some roast, did some baking.

H mailed both girls valentines with $20. Don't think he contacted them today though. H's mom called to say she was thinking of me. My mom sent us girls flowers..so an OK day overall.

Reading about compassion and forgiveness. Trying to be the person I will look back on and admire as I go through this awful process of divorce.