I totally blew it today. Too much anger and hurt came out. I just need to move on without him. I understand what you have all been posting now. I am GAL. I think my feelings will be ruled by anger but at least it's better than pathetic trash my husband threw away.
Thank you all for being here for a stranger. You are all very wise and I feel bad that you have all felt like I did today at one time or another.
D12 came in and said..."I hate him" I don't know what to do to help her but this will affect her with men later in life and that breaks my heart all over again.
HC,
I'm sorry you had a rough day. I really am.
Are you done? Truly done? Don't answer that for 48 hours.
Regardless of your answer, you DO need to move on with your life. Whether H chooses to be a part of that or not is up to him.
If you haven't started already, both you and D should really see a C. I never did before the bomb, but do now.
Allow yourself to grieve. But, try to remain focused on moving forward. Come up with a plan, and try to focus on the positive (yes, I said positives) in your future.
