so im having a good sob...ya know WE are the normal ones...im ok, gonna start cooking soon but the more i tried to hold my feelings in the worse it was...
i miss my best friend, my lover, my partner...
he called , even said happy valentines day...so i guess i should be pleased that i got that...which i am surprised.
its the lonliness i guess...
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
