Awoken, I play no instruments, but I always though that this
Originally Posted By: awoken
It's just that the music making really brings my emotions straight to the surface. I can't pretend when I'm playing.
I've always asssumed that emotion and pain adds to and amplifies the truth that is manifested in the performance (this, of course, coming from a talent-less non- musician, but one who knows and feels what he's experiencing/feeling).

Originally Posted By: Awoken
I'm in a great hotel room (a suite!), and I can't help but think that if things were different, I would be here with my W.
I can certainly appreciate that!
Originally Posted By: awoken
I've had a couple of women want to spend time with me here, but honestly I'm just feeling too sad (and it's too soon).
I strongly feel the soon too part, too.
Originally Posted By: Awoken
don't know what to say; I guess I feel like V day is going to be a tough day for ne. I need to prepare for it. I hope my friends here are gonna do ok too.
We'll all be fine. Sorry, I didn't make it to gig, tonight (see msg in .alt.)
But I'll spend some Valentine's day with you tomorrow!. We can commiserate. And celebrate.)


Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac