Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

okay I am relieved of baby duty! It is worse right before bed and then all day tomorrow waiting for S to return! But I seem to be okay being away for a few hours, heh heh!

So WH complimented me on the house and seemed interested in chatting a little...sharing some stuff about a buddy from his work.

He made eye contact with me but then would look away if I held his gaze too long.

I was sure not to let on that I was ready for a break because I do not wanted to help him feel better about taking him!!!