No condemnation here, my friend. I just want you to be happy. If you have peace and are ready to make a new life--then that is a much better place than where a lot of people are right now. Please don't ever feel that you disappointed anyone on the board.
If you have time to post and to help others, that would be great. I do think that letting go of the past and pressing forward into your future would be most refreshing for you. You sound really good and I wish you all the best.
Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!