Last night was the darkest moment of both our lives.. Mostly for me I beleive.
I guess now I question whether or not the flowers is a good idea based on the way things ended last night..
I am sooooooo confused.. Tired, and really not thinking straight.. This is very draining on both of us..

I would love nothing more than to buy her flowers..

M 43 W 43
S15 S 12 D 10
ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009)
Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010.
Sep as of 07/14/2010
W moving out 07/31/2010
No OM confirmed ( yet)