Spouse Suffering From Depression

[Lucky11too]

So H came over last night liked planned (although really late- not until 9). I had saved our dinner for us, so boy was I starving! He loved my food and gave me lots of compliments. It was just nice. We had a lot of us time. Fortunately or unfortunately, we decided to rent "Couple's Retreat". It was hitting a little to close to home. The only good thing, despite all the ups and downs of the movie, the premise of the movie was to save these couples marriages and at the end, they all end up happily ever after. One of the couples reminded me a lot of me and H. They had a whole section on MC, which was kind of funny too. Not sure what H got out of it, but I hope he's reminded that our M is worth saving. So, a lot of snuggling, kissing, etc. It was just nice. H spent the night and is still sleeping right now. It's hard b/c I want him to learn to be a part of this family more with meals, time with S, etc, but on the other hand, I know he's closing tonight too. I don't know how we are going to reconcile that difference. People can make it work, but with a already rocky R, it's definitely not desirable. He made a lot of comments tho that suggest a future together - ie. "Glad your parents were able to keep this table over here for us" (I brought our table set with me, since it didn't fit in storage). It comes off to me as meaning it's still ours and glad they could keep it here temporarily. So, I don't know. Still good progress, but there is still a very rocky journey ahead... Just looking forward to V-Day tomorrow and just taking it for what it is - a fun time with H. No guarentees yet for a future, but I'm going to find the joy where I can! =)