Yes, exactly. You did nothing wrong. They have a way of turning their own guilt around back on us. He was the one being secretive and you had the right to know. Yes, he got upset but he should really be upset with himself for not doing like he promised you. That much being said, you deserve this weekend. The way I see it, if you have to bite your tongue for two more days, then just let it go for now. You'll have plenty of time over the next week + to discuss all these issues. Have a fun time with H and just try to find some joy. Like you said, you like the hand holding, snuggling, kissing etc...enjoy it! Obviously there are still huge issues behind all this, but it soudns like he is putting you first this V-day, so go for it. Then get your head together and composed for next week and have a straight forward talk about what his plans over the next month are, moving situation, and any other pertinant issues. You don't have to apologize for you actions but maybe just explain to him again that you are working on yourself too and it will take some time to work thru these trust issues, but that you see it being worth the journey. You know, just reaffirm him of your desire to move forward with him but definitely still adress the issues. I hope today goes well for you and that you are able to have a good V-day tomorrow. Good luck! =)
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
