Honestly GIMA, if staying dark feels good to you then do it. If it's making you uncomfortable then don't. It's all about you now. Her reactions mean nothing, right?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!