LEts stay here.


Oldpilot.. I feel like I just detroyed any chance that I had..
I think I reacted.. Its just that I could not take the contant rejection and furthur more she has told me on more than one occasion that maybe its best to seperate.

I told her this am that this isnt a choice I want to make..

I dont want to push her away.. But she did say she understands why I did what I did..
Help me with my next step.. I am lost..
I want my marriage to survive this.. No way do I want out..


M 43 W 43
S15 S 12 D 10
ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009)
Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010.
Sep as of 07/14/2010
W moving out 07/31/2010
No OM confirmed ( yet)