THE BOMB!!.. IT HAPPENED. FEB 12 2010....

[cesco]

FORMER THREAD... VALENTINES DAY COMING!!.. not sure how to attach the other thread..

My worst day and finally hit rock bottom.
I tried db and nc. Probably didn't give it enough time and may regret this.
Last night I told her that the day has come.
It's over, I told her we are to go our separate ways. Told her that I will make an appointment with the bank to separate everything. Open separate bank accounts etc.
I also told her that was not leaving because this was not something I wanted. It's her choice. Kids stay here untill we figure this out. She said that I should go. Told her no. It's not my choice to leave.
It happened so fast. Now what !!! I don't want this but as I told her don't want to sleep with a person who doesn't love me back. Told not to sleep in same bed. I know she is scared as am I.
I don't know if this was the right thing. I hope this was an awakening for her. We did this very civil. No harsh words or high voice. Basically 50 /50.
I can't believe it. I am numb.
She wanted this. Told me this.
I said I must let you go. I let her know that the window has a crack open.
I told her it's about me and the kids now.

I recieved advice from here, and now we see..
Really. Now what