She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

AGAIN! Arrrggggghhh.

I'm in New York performing. I should be having a great time. It's beautiful here; and pretty cold. The gig is going pretty well. It's just that the musio making really brings my emotions straight to the surface. I can't pretend when I'm playing.

I'm in a great hotel room (a suite!), and I can't help but think that if things were different, I would be here with my W.

I've had a couple of women want to spend time with me here, but honestly I'm just feeling too sad (and it's too soon).

I don't know what to say; I guess I feel like V day is going to be a tough day for ne. I need to prepare for it. I hope my friends here are gonna do ok too.