Rocked - Yes, no anxiety is such a relief. I had never suffered anxiety in my life until this sitch, and I really don't like it all...it is miserable. And, I am honestly not optimistic anything has changed and please be a wet blanket when needed...as you know I'm just lately making real progress and don't need to get drug backwards.
Until I see some real effort, then I'm not counting that anything has changed and yes it could be a result of things going well with OM...heck it could be a result of their plotting a one night get together on the trip to see her dad in late March. It is what it is at this point. I refuse to let it ruin MY weekend nor the girls weekend.
W did already shock me again tonight. We had girls brought to us at work at the end of the day and then we all went to grocery store to buy stuff for our weekend trip. Then W wants to go look for new pair of ski boots at sporting goods store....and there the train came off the tracks. I saw it coming and sure enough, the mood swing. W hit limit and became sour. I was already plotting how I was going to handle things at the house. Get home, still foul, but not towards me. Without me asking a question, she explains what set her off, why, and then she grabs computer and hangs out with rest of us (vice going to room alone and shutting door) and actually seems to be snapping out of foul mood and coming back around. I got to admit, I would never have guessed this happening.
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M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11
