oh hon))))))))) my dear red, how I hate to think you have that horrible uneasy feeling in your heart, grrr... do you have access to his online account for his cell? that's how I found out one time, online it shows all phone numbers called and frequency, you need his cell number, verizon sends a txt asking for a code, don't know about the others.
Does he take any medication for the panic attacks, sees any dr? a tiny part of me is thinking perhaps it might be medical, but just like your H, ex used to only have those when he was cheating on me. Hugs hon, will pray for you and hope you find out what's going on.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
