I understand what you are saying about this not being the time to decide. In the back of my mind I know that and my actions (or inactions) support that. Example..I've told one friend about my W being pregnant. No one else. Why??? I don't know, I guess subconsciously there is this little voice that says you MAY not be done yet.
As I told my W months ago when she left. D is the easy way out. I'm just trying to make myself 'go with the flow' and 'let the chips fall where they may'. Cliche? Sure. But it keeps me going and keeps from throwing in the towel.
