I haven't read your whole sitch but DO NOT CALL your H! Are you trying to go dark or no contact? You need to do the thought stopping and find something to occupy you! Weekends are tough around here as there are not very many people on these boards so hang in there!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing