Hopeless feelings

[techguy]

lostnotgone,
The detaching is the hardest thing I've ever tried to do too. And I have not been very good at it either. He gives me a tiny little positive sign, and I melt. I hate that he has that affect on me.

You sound like you are doing good, keep up the good work.

A quick Buddhism note... The Buddhists point out that all suffering is caused by our desires to have what we don't have.

Secret to stopping suffering in Buddhism... stop your desires (detatch). Still easier said than done though.