I guess your words must have a very soothing affect on him if you could destress him to sleep. YOU ARE AMAZING! Don't forget it.
Like I am doing to my W, he has hurt you. I will always feel bad about putting her through this, even if it turns out to make us a wonderful M. I really don't know him more than what you've said, but having boundaries are important. Pushing toward a D when he's only been gone a few weeks, I'm not so sure. It is very kind of you to try seeing both sides of the coin as he may not be able to.
Are you excited to the prospect of talking to him this weekend, or are you nervous?
