SusanA & Allen A, It's like you know my H personally. What Allen explains is how I feel my H is thinking. Even his mom said it's like he is punishing me and hurting me on purpose. I do think he is starting to feel very guilty about what he is doing. Not just for how it's hurting me, but also because it's not his nature. Before the alien took over, my H was a very loyal man, who I would have never suspected doing something like this. He is having a very hard time dealing with how he has hurt himself.
nikblondiw, Last night went fine. No real contact with H other then in passing with exchanging the kids. He is defiently starting to linger more before he leaves. No luck on finding OWH yet, but my cousin is working on tracking him down for me, and she feels she is getting close. With knowing where his parents live and having their phone number. I think it's just a matter of time before we track him down.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10
