Julia it is hard, I agree. Letting go is the best thing you can do right now. Live your life for you and then everything will start to fall into place.
So I suppose the meeting went well even though he didn't jump up and say he wanted to stay married. He has moved on with the hopes you can be friends. I don't know that I am a big enough person to even think about being friends with my ex bbecause really you don't treat your friends the way he treated me.
You have so much to look forward to. Your adventure is just about to begin.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory