H - 'I'm sorry for making you so sad' Me - 'Thank you, I appreciate you saying that. I have accepted all of this. It is just very sad for me and I find it very hard to talk about. I guess life is all about plan b now - whatever that may be. I'll be ok, you know me I have too much stubborn determination not to be. I'm just glad we are still friends out of this and it didn't go a different way.' H - 'Me too. I still feel very sad and sorry for what I've put you through, every day I think about it in some way. But it means a lot to me that we can still be friends. Like I said I'd find it very hard never to see you or talk to you again. I really hope the Thailand thing is a success'
I haven't replied, I'm at a loss as to what to say.
