I know this will seem hard right now but you need to create a vision of what you want your life to be like. Then we need to figure out the first step to get you there. It seems that you havethe basics and are running on fumes yourself. Do you enjoy reading or walking or painting. Finding that one thing can help you feel better. I promise.
HMama, Have you ever read "The Meaning of Life" by Victor Frankl. Frankl was a holocaust survivor and it's his memoir of how he coped (handled it) in the concentration camps. It validates how our thinking preceeds our emotions. TEA- thought proceeds emotions and emotions proceed actions
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.