Thanks Lucky. I am personally proud of myself for waiting and not blowing up at H. First time in a long time I didn't just let him have it when I found out he renigged on OW. 48 hours...I am learning and growing.
I am going to let it go for this weekend because I do feel better, and I think I might have spoiled his plans by asked about hanging out each day this weekend. Oops! Not really! I feel a lot better and I am going to just see how things go.
I have a four day weekend so I am off today. I feel very accomplished which helps me a lot. I am almost done cleaning the house. I made chocolate chip cookies, and I am aggressively working on potty training. S is in underwear, the best way to go because pull-ups are too much like diapers, and he has been dry all morning. It is hard work putting him on the toilet every 30 minutes, but if that means no more buying diapers...I am for it. The only bad is I am a little house bound, but if I do want to go out, I do have pull-ups for nap and bed time so I could just put them on him and keep the potty schedule.
I am feeling good as you can tell. Proud of my personal accomplishment of not going off, proud of S, and proud of all I have done. Tonight H is coming over right after work so while S takes his nap I am going to shower and look good.
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