He is definitely scared of becoming a different person. When we were talking about ADD meds, he said, "What if I turn into this preppy boy and start wearing sweaters" and other silly things like that. haha. I reminded him that he still is the person he is (unfortunately) so the basic him won't change. My hope is that any change causes him to be less hurtful and to make better decisions!
I invited him over for dinner and movie tonight and he joked that he "would see if he could pencil me in". Oh please! So we'll see if he ends up coming over and how that goes. I want to try to avoid any R or OW talk tonight. It comes up everytime we hang out and frankly, my emotions just need a break from it. I just want to have a good time and have a chance to enjoy each other this weekend. (and hopefully OW's will stay out of it. OW2 has a way to keep intruding with texts. Get over him, OW2! You're across the country now!)
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
