I don't have three today....

1 - going to visit my mom
2 - shopping for a new top for sat

My goal is to lose this fear! I want my M to work but I can't focus on that anymore. I am focusing on me. That is my plan. I am too confused right now and I want to get to a place where I don't feel confused.

Someone wake me up out of this nightmare.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10