feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

good morning...

I must say I don't get it (yeah yeah I know I'm not supposed to "get it") H came home on time and when he walked in kids were making dinner and he walked over to me and asked "are you eating dinner?" I said no (because I'm going to dinner w/friend) he didn't know that.

He was interacting with the kids. He didn't have his usual distant demeanor. He was actually talking to and at me a couple times. He has really been mean and avoiding me lately.

My friend came over (which he really likes) and we chatted for a minute before we left. When I came home he asked me, "where did you guys go?" NERVE! Here is this person asking me where I went we he has no accountability for what he does. I almost said "why do you care?" but I didn't. I just answered politely.

This morning I got up early (I have stopped getting up with him lately) and I started cleaning up. No real words to each other but did u want this coffee whatever....

At first I thought this weekend may get really bad but I won't let it! I am going to enjoy myself and not let him aggravate me. I'm really thinking about excluding him from our mutual friends' party tomorrow night - what do u guys think? I don't wanna start a fight but I don't think he should go.