Hey guys! Thanks for checking on me! You all have so much going on in your own sitch's! I was reading Trent C's and luvless's threads the other night and decided that I needed to stay away for a day or 2 (too sad)...I think it must be part of that "acceptance" thing that I need to work on and don't want to! Yet another gloomy day here and that is not helping with the sadness!
Also, not that we ever did much for each other on Valentine's Day but it is bothering me that it is coming up. I did decide to find a "thinking of you" card and will write something to the effect of "regardless of our situation, I want you to know that I think of you (and maybe something like "you are in my heart?). The kids got their cards for H and some candy for him. Haven't heard from him so not sure if we will see him or not.
Still struggling with trying (how to) get "family time" w/ H as DB coach suggested and making it "not pursuing"...that's a toughie! Anyway, here I am trying to not be whiney and here I am doing just that!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
