Never thought a couple little pills would help clear ones mind so much that they only hear one voice giving them direction. I cant wait to see my therapist for the first time next week and see what they have to say. I have a feeling it wont be much as I for the first time in 18 years I feel I am thinking clearly.
I went to the bank yesterday and pulled out a large sum of money we had due to some major overtime I had and started my own account.(No I am not leaving her broke) When our income tax check comes in I will be pulling half of it out also. When she asks why I will simple say that you are the one walking out on me and I need to get on with my life.
I really wanted to save my marriage, but I was ready to destroy myself in the process. I cannot do this. I will continue to provide for my children the best I can. But she is going to have to realize I am moving on until she is willing to meet me halfway and talk about this together. I guess I have broken all the rules of DR, but I have to save myself before I can do anything else. Thank You all for the kind words and support as I first boarded the roller coaster.
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M:40 W:40 D: 21 S: 18 D: 17 Md: 18 years -1/19/2010 W wants out -6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."
