tbart01, First I want to say THANK YOU! Thank you for serving our country!
I am so sorry that you find yourself here - I found myself here not too long ago when my H told me he was not "in love with me anymore" after 20 years of M and 3 kids.
Suggest that you continue to read though this website and get some advise from folks that have been here awhile. There are some postings in regards to being deployed that I have seen. I know being so far away you have feelings of hopelessness. My H is only 2 miles away and it feels like he is 8000 miles away. You have to hope and focus on what you can change about yourself. Keep changing - and this is the hardest thing I am doing now - detaching. If she expects you to call on Wednesday keep the conversion in regards to your children make it short - be up beat! Change your mindset about yourself -- you ARE a strong person - a weak person could not do what you are doing in Afghanistan!
Hang in there and there is A LOT of support here.
LNG Me - 37 H - 42 S - 19 D - 16 D - 14 M - 20 years S - 1/11/2010 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1942142&page=1
