Soooo, my dad's scan showed a new growth. Apparently the previous issues, show as if they are "OK" now but the growth we saw is new and at the area of the surgery. So docs dont call it a metastasis, but it seems to be blocking something vital which makes him feel so bad lately. We'll know details in the afternoon.
This morning I went in the house and found him (my dad) in a position that showed pain and despair. He was alone in the house so obviously he was "letting go"... Felt embarassed to interrupt but tried to be positive.
The worst of all is my brother seems to be loosing it. He is in so much pain I cant believe that. He is so much like my dad: bear looks and teddy bear heart. My SiL is reliving her dad'd death, my mom is lost. I am...soothing myself and trying to look at this as something far more a spiritual than a painful journey.
I am worried about my brother most.
Other than that, well... there is nothing else deserving my attention than my family K
