The tough thing tonight was that I had had a beer (I'm the world's cheapest drunk) and when I came home my inhibitions were lower than usual and I came so close to just sitting down beside him and giving him a huge kiss. I wonder what would have happened. I know I shouldn't take the risk, but OTOH, I wish I had taken more risks before the S when it came to loving H up.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
