Lost printed off your post. Good stuff. Knowledge is at the turn of a page, but man putting stuff into action.
But hey, I'm not in the fetal position and praying for death like I was in Oct,Nov.
Tomorrow is going to be 8 months since I was home and yeah that was only for a couple minutes THEN BOOM. So 9 months since the fuse for the bomb was set.
I know everyone's sitch is diff, but I really do feel like I was kicked out.
She was numb back then, I remember being crushed, crying, the Friday before and she went had a blast with friends.
Hell the day after she asked me to leave, shoot she threw a party, so why do I want her???And every action she's done to me since.
I was the one that was asked to leave, "don't want to say something I'll regret, maybe I'll realize what I have..."
That'd be a no.
One month since an email:)
D was terrible to me again today, nothing new.
Saw a sign this morning said even though odds are against you God is with you.
I have seen it where it's been posted we do things that prolong our spouses MLC.
Other than the R talk which got most of nowhere and staying out of the line of fire...
