Well tonight was interesting. I have been nc and dbing but not great. Tonight I made dinner and dressed up. W got home and said nice shirt. She bought it. Just before we sat to eat I told her I was going out with few work people. W said really,good. W asked where and I told her a place.
I really had nothing planned. I just picked up the DR book and wantedto start reading it. I left, grabbed a coffee and sat in my car for 2 hours.

Came home watched some tv and w is on FB. Again.
I snuck in and noticed her chatting with 2 of the guys from work. She didn't hide it and I asked to readit. I think I got there too early as there wasn't much. W tells me to relax. I took a deep breath left the room. I thought about what to say and went back. I told her " so your having a chats with 2 guys now !!! I know my emotions took over. She said again to relax it's nothing. I couldn't read more as I was steamed. I controlled myself somewhat and left the room.
She shut down FB and joined me intv room. She was pissed. I ased her why. She tells me she is not. I pushed till I got that she was upset because she feels she can't do anything without being watched.
I told her the reason I acted the way I did is because ifeel disrespected in my own home when you talk to other men like that. I tell her that if it was me chatting with other women you would feel the same way.
I also told her I don't care if you get mad at me for saying this but it's how I feel
I then repeated I don't want to be disrespected because I don't disrespect you.
We where watching Greys anatomy and I tried to put the happy face on.
I probably should have left the room.
I know I screwed up somewhere.
Your constructive comments are welcome.
Only on step 2 of the DR book.
Originally Posted By: cesco
thanks Luvless..
Its a tough one..

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ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009)
Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010.
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